So, ive been busy. Ive gotten back into my Harry Potter Phase and i think this coming up week, im going to be doing a HP challenge as dressing like 1 character per day. Monday im doing Draco Malfoy. and honestly. i dont want my mom to go to Maryland this week. We live all the way in South Carolinia and shes going to Maryland this week. i mean yeah im gonna be with my godmother and cat and things, and this weekend her grandkids are coming over and ill be spending time with them but.. id rather just be with my bestie instead. my moms been nice and all, and so has my stepdad but... idk. sometimes i feel like if i close my eyes, everything will be good again. I could be a little girl again, the one who always made as and bs in all of her classes. the one who was friends with everyone she met. the one who didnt have issues. the one who would help you when you fell. but now after puberty, it changed everything. my whole world fell apart and crumbled. my parents went to the hospital at christmas bc of covid. i started getting bullied, i developed anger isusses, i madde everyone afraid of me, my grades started sliping.. Ive just become desperate for something. something about my childhood. but now im a teen and everythings shit. im tired of everything. im tired of myself, tried of my life, tired. F.U.C.K.I.N.G. Tired. everythings falling apart. i might just go back to my old habit... idk.
go home
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